23 is gonna be interesting

A while ago I posed a question, and never posted my answer. As with most issues, the key is balance. Sometimes you go one way, other times you go a different way. I posted that either an hour before or after, I decided to make the facebook birthday event thing. And we all know how that went.

I've often times written about trying to find the balance within my own life. Mainly between my older/original network and my post-college/gay/OUT network. So from the two different networks, I factor in the differences between what I like to do and what others like to do. So there are at least four different options at any given point, of what I could do and who I could do it with.

I looked at my choices and decisions over the past few years. Its like I see certain people(sometimes they are "friends"), but they aren't the type of friends that I want them to be. Then there are other friends who would be the type that I'm looking for, yet I don't let them because I"m focused on the wrong people. Then there are other friends who I seem to completely ignore and or forget about. Which is wierd, and a failure on my part.

So recently, I've been doing a different option. Not forcing any people on any side into doing anything really, or at least not proactively trying to set anything up. I've been just going with whatever's going on or enjoying...home. It's been better than I'd really want to admit. Things have just seemed to work out, when I stopped trying. I don't really know what all this means but we'll see what happens. Maybe I've finally progressed into stage 6. Either way, this new year of life will continue to be good and it will be productive! (more on that another time)