Week in Review

I've been attempting to blog all week, but couldn't really put things into the proper words. I still can't but I'll try. Last Saturday was definitely an interesting time... combining peoples, sorting through my feelings and doing town. It ended alright, although there was a fair amount of tension for about an hour, and then 3+ more hours of group-iffy-ness. But at least by the time we all parted ways, things were better. But that whole ordeal, put me in a "restart paradigm." As in, a new way of thinking starting with a reset. I saw how those people are, and the extent that they can go, so in one sense, I'm looking to other people. Not saying anything about them, just I'm going to spread my focus much wider.
The week began with me being motivated to start anew. I worked out, did some planning and cleaning, restated some goals for my immediate-ish future. Tuesday people's were going to freddies, so I decided for that to be an out day. I figured I could go to Nellies for happy hour, then freddies to chill. I got a couple other people to come out to nellie's, and it was fun and good to mix things up. then I left to freddies before 8. After previously telling the people we should meet earlier, since I have to leave for metro/bus reasons, AND since I have all that time to spare. I hoped that they would take that into consideration, but no... they got there after 10. That 1.5 hour wait changed my mood. I sang "I Try"-macy gray, and thought alot about why I was out there. then I sang 2 songs which I didn't really know. And then it was basically time to go. But Sean(thanks !!) said I could crash there, so I stayed. The rest of the night went... and I crashed in Va. While texting a friend that is also in one of these "blah-single" moods.
Yesterday another friend talked about being in a similar mood... and I'm like whats going on here. This mood is in the air this week. I'm not sure why, and we all have our individual reasons for it. But its just an interesting thing. But yesterday was also a NewGay event at Solly's so I was definitely up for that. It was good and I got to mingle, see some familiar faces. Get a few names to friend on facebook, LOL. It was alright, just the rum and cokes tasted like crap.

In other news, I finished a major thing at work, which can "Revolutionize the field" or so my boss-ish-lady says. And me and my roommates are approved to move to downtown silver spring(1.5 blocks from the Metro).

Lastly, I was messaging this one friend, and in my venting, I said I wanted someone else to take a "risk" on me... which he replied asking whether "I'm even taking a risk on mySELF". Ouch...

Goals for the rest of the year...

Goals
Drivers License - October 15
Graduate School applications - October 1
Driving School - September 15 - 26
Summit Hills(??) - October 1
Register for a class - October 15
Come out to .... - October 11
New Job/Raise - January 3
Find Mom a house - September 15
Dentist - October 12
Vacation 1
Bi-weekly mingling event

Wishlist
Camera
Fix Mac
Move to a metro
Update wardrobe
Get a better phone/service
I-Pod
New Racquetball Gear
Find Side Job/Hobby with potential for pay
Car - December 23
Vacation 2